S.H.E interviewed by zhi yong 

hehe 

another one 

S.H.E signing on the big poster 

cheese~! 

S.H.E cheese~! 

ella smiling to my cam but it turned out blurred.. =( 

ella signing 

hebe signing 

hebe n ella signing 

S.H.E DvD Autographed 

wu ha~! 

similar?? haha 

.. 

hmm first day of school .. got my result that i'm quite OK~~~ wif it cos only got 1 A. hmm need to do better in graphic design and my dpm.. hehe~ but i pass alll my subject wif 1A, 2C and all B.. got my new timetable too.. dun really like the new slot timetable.. we r having 3 hours of break time in between lessons. but heard that it will change again. hopefully change for better one and YES~, our monday lesson have shifted to friday early afternoon, so we will not be having lesson on monday haha.. meet marc in the afternoon on monday .. his school shifted to jurong le, so we will not get to see him so OFTEN nowadays. haha~! went bugis wif dia, marc and rac. rac bought one shirt (men's one from TOPSHOP, but colour is like reddish pink and purple lidat) for 80+.. wow rich sia haha.. makes her look like olinda in that shirt.. like the clothings there as can get those wilber like clothing there haha, but too ex le lah.. wait for sale then go buy =P then on tuesday when school again then after school dia and i meet jamie, marc and xiu yan at orchard. went to taka as jamie's friend returning books to the library. then go supreme and i bought my S.H.E Encore DVD~! haha soo hapy=D. then after tat went K box at cineleisure. sang from 2+ to 7 haha shiok.. sang alot of songs.. got fish leong, F.I.R, S.H.E, Energy, Stephanie sun, Wilber pan, ELva, Cheng xiao dong, and lots more. haha it was great~! after tat went home.. haha. today, go school as usual. and after morning lesson, guess where we go? K BOX again~! haha 1st time going k box for 2 days. went for the K Lunch with my classmates and ate the hong kong mee hoon wif spring rolls and drinks. sang from 11+ to 2+ and it cost only $6.50~! haha.. same as usual, sang those songs we sang yesterday..haha.. was fun=) enjoyed myself alot..

hmm raining non stop for almost one and a half day le. wake up quite early today . accompany my mum and her friend to the home saloon as she getting her hair perm.. hmm so go wif her to enesure that she get her hair perm the way that she wanted.. then when she perm her hair, i came back home first to do some laundry stuff.. later going ah ma hse when my mum is done wif her hair. went compass point wif my mum yesterday as satying at home was quite bored~! went giodarno and a pair of jeans and one t shirt.. hmm actually thought got offer cos the 30% offer thingy is hanging everywhere in the store. but never specify selected items only.. so went to pay for my clothing and realise no discount haiz.. total up $68 buck. HeArt Pain~ (although not my money but also will feel the pain too) should have wait for my mum birthday then go buy.. got 20 % discount. anyway.. treat it as a lesson for me bah. haha.. helped ah mei wif her bloggie but dunnoe she like the new skin anot.. hope she do lah.. school starting soon tomolo.. hmm hope i pass all my subject and get a good timetable. . . to all my friends who r in a sad and depress mood. hmm somethings things just dun go ur way.. u will get sad about it.. but it takes time for each other to noe one another well, in order to noe wat him/her wans. sometime i feel sad for my friends as i notice they dun feel loved or concerned about. hmm wat i'm thinking is, isn't it supposed to care, love and concern about one another when u love him/her? but from some of the examples i see is they dun.. hmm why is it so.. they dun bother to do so or they dun find the necessities to do so? but these little thingy is very important to him/her. haiz~ i really hope everyone will be able to find one who Really LOve, Care and ConCeRn them.. wish them all the best in the love life~ =)

2005 is coming soon.. lots of things happen this year bah.. hmm a recap:

*first thing that i would say is the terrible mood that i have recently bah.. its really a terrible one
and i HATE it~ hope it wouldn't come back to me =)

*ended my year 1 foundation studies at may this year and got a result that i'm quite happy
with..glad that i manage to go into my year 2 multimedia course.. was quite happy.

*school moved over to a new campus

*did my very first animation, 3d graphics, coffee table book, a corporate identity system (my
method t-shirt company) etc

*got my hair dyed (haha)

hmm thats' about it bah.. my life quite boring hor ahaha now my wishes for the coming year 2005:

*do well in my studies

*hmm get a new phone? (not very important lah this)

*slim down a bit more

*more creative (haha~)

*be a singer haha( have my album release and held concerts, autograph sessions and
manymore. i dun mind being tired or having little time to sleep. =P)

hmm i think tats about all .. will add on if there is any..

so wishes all a happy new year~! all the best in 2005 and leave all the unhappy moments u have at 2004.. at the same hope victims who dead in the tsunami will rest in peace..

hmmm feeling much better today.. hehe.. finally tat sadness tat tortured me for 2 days had left me.. hope tat it will leave me and never be back.. haha.. finally can laugh liao hahah.. i'm back to normal.. sorry to make u guyz worried.. thanks for the concerns that u guyz gave me.. hmm now feel like going k box.. hmm anyone??? tomolo? =P

been feeling damm down again... is there something wrong wif me??? i'm in a DAMM terrible mood now.. really can't figure out where the problems lies... i'm a person who seldom got mood swing one.. can say i qute cheerful.. but dun noe wat happen recently.. i tend to have mood swing and i will feel like depress.. and it not only depress but DAMM depressed~! i really hate it u noe.. its very tong ku.. ARgh~~~~~~~~~.. i'm going crazy le~!! pls.. give me back wat i'm in the past.. i wan to be wat i'm a week ago.. and not the me rite now.. no one can help me as i can't even help myself .. pls, school reopening soon and i dun wan such mood to spoil my studies.. pls.. leave me..

and one thing i would say is.. hmmm.. i dun noe wat xin tai is this tat i'm having.. i dun noe why.. hmm this few days i've been going to s.h.e and wilber forum.. then looking at those pple liu yan.. i got many feeling.. thinking if i'm like them, how nice would it be.. i also started downloading their clips like their concert clips or activities that they attend. suddenly have this feeling of becomin ming xin, go on tv, promote my album, get to sing songs for my audience, get to go on performance and have my own concert.. hahaha.. impossible one.. (so is it noeing tat its impossible that makes me so sad?).. i keep questioning myself is it becos of this i'm depress and sad.. but i can't give myself an ans. u guyz may find i'm very weird rite.. becos of this i get so sad? i also find it weird.. this is not me lei.. haiz..... i'm thinking too much le.. i'm really a weirdo.. i just hate myself now...........................

[diana and me] 

[jamie and me] 

pics taken on xmas nite outing. [jamie and diana] 

hmm gettin abit better now.. hope that terrible feeling i had would not come back to me again.. anyway, its 24 dec 2004, christmas eve.. wish everyone a Merry Christmas~! stay happy always~~~

ARgh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!! dunnoe wat happen to me. this few days my mood goes up and down.. feeling damm terrible now.. depressed and sad.. wat's wrong wif me? hiaz.. can't solve this problem cos i myself dun even noe where the problem lies.. feel like crying out loud.. i really hate it when i'm in such a mood.. dun feel like doing anything.. dun noe how to express how i feel now in words.. argh.~~~~~~ i'm going crazy anytime.. really hope such mood will leave me asap.. pls~!!!!!!!!!

as usual wake up at 7++ today.. help my mum wif her breakfast.. hmm think should get more silmmer than now.. hehe.. guess wat, TANG YUAN IS ACTUALLY A KILLER~!.. eating 5 tang yuan is the same as eating a bowl of rice~! wow, tat's a lot~.. hmm let me count.. 5, 10, 15, oh my, ate quite alot of tang yuan yesterday.. haiz going to get fatter liao.. NO~~~~~~ cannot eat too much for this few days.. cos xmas still gotta eat good food haha..

haha.. abit sianz, so started taking pics haha.. posted 4 new pic below, taken in wilber style.. =) hope those who saw this never vomit out.. =p

last ~~~

one more ~~

another one

haha.. wilber style

never blog for 2 days le.. hmmm wake up at 5am today, help my mum to do tang yuan.. haha.. hmm taste good wif peanuts powder.. haha.. wanted to go out for christmas but dunnoe still going out anot.. not plan yet.. feel like getting some new clothing for myself.. haha.. also dunnoe wat to say.. blog later if ahve anything to say ba~ =)

haha

finally got my hair dyed.. quite like the colour and it looks quite similar to wilber's one. haha posted some pics below ~~ =)

hehe my new hair style and colour

haha.. another one

one more

last one hehe~~

Hehe~~

hmm looks like quite alot of pple in a depressed mood recently .... hmm hope such mood will leave as soon as possible and everyone back to normal, with their cheerful smile on their face. feeling abit excited as tomolo going to get my hair dyed like wilber haha. but dun noe can get to style like his anot.. hehez... will post my new pic up tomolo ... =)

haiz~~~..

dun noe why, been feeling very moody this few days.. qin xu xian lu di chao.. haiz... just can't explain my feelings now in words. seeing both my friends saying about their bf relationship, i do feel sad for them as they might look happy but i noe, they r not.. hmmm, love is something very mysterious about.. u dun noe wat will happen in ur love life. u may be very loving this minute but u may be in a quarrel the next min. haiz... but do feel happy for them as they still get to be wif their love ones.. past is history. how i wish time can go back.. but back to the happy moments i have in my life... its terrible now.. really terrible.. loving someone but knowin that there will be no future in it is really terrible... sometimes i wonder, will remaining as friends better than gettin together? i dun noe... the feeling is just so different ~~~

haha

finally got my hair dyed.. quite like it and it looks like wilber's colour hahah.. posted some pics taken below .. =)

another day~~

currently at marc house now, time is 11+.. going to watch shi zhi lu kou later cos got S.H.E haha..~! actually going out but since ah mei wan to watch tv then the rest say if all go then go so decided to stay and watch tv instead since i also wan to watch too. haiz... dun noe wat to say tooo... noeing got things to say but dun noe how to say.. anyway, can't be bothered. going k box tomolo, haha gotta enjoy myself :) blog later if still have anything to say ...

hahaha, new skin

haha as christmas is comin, so did one blog skin for x'mas.. hehehe~~

boring.....

its time to do some update liao, if not later rachel say my blog got dust le. haha. anyway, this few days satying at home playing maple story and doing some flash.. tried doing 3d max but still dunnoe how to use. time to go library to get some tutorial book... helping S.H.E forum to do a opening flash but dunnoe will get paid anot yet.. stil discussing. hope got money to take. hahahaha... gotta catch tonite MTV channel. got s.h.e tv special. haha. cya=)

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haiz... boring day all the way.. feeling damm bored at home.. feel like going out... asking all my friends to go out together as i hope to share the enjoyable moments wif everyone.. ... but i think forget it... i shall continue staying at home and try to learn more stuff to prepare my coming school work.......... LEAVE ME ALONE AND PISSed OFF~! its time to be independent... anyway, nothing suprising as it's been all along like this.. just get used to it .. friends r for? friends would love to share their happy and enjoyable moments wif one other but this may not be true as not all are the same.. maybe i'm just being too sensitive.. who noes? haha....... wish everyone out there enjoying themselves, HAVE A NICE AND GREAT DAY.. SUCH MOMENTS MAY NOT HAPPEN ALL THE TIME...

yeah~!

haha so happy that i manage to do this blog skin and i like it alot.. hehe..