been feeling damm down again... is there something wrong wif me??? i'm in a DAMM terrible mood now.. really can't figure out where the problems lies... i'm a person who seldom got mood swing one.. can say i qute cheerful.. but dun noe wat happen recently.. i tend to have mood swing and i will feel like depress.. and it not only depress but DAMM depressed~! i really hate it u noe.. its very tong ku.. ARgh~~~~~~~~~.. i'm going crazy le~!! pls.. give me back wat i'm in the past.. i wan to be wat i'm a week ago.. and not the me rite now.. no one can help me as i can't even help myself .. pls, school reopening soon and i dun wan such mood to spoil my studies.. pls.. leave me..

and one thing i would say is.. hmmm.. i dun noe wat xin tai is this tat i'm having.. i dun noe why.. hmm this few days i've been going to s.h.e and wilber forum.. then looking at those pple liu yan.. i got many feeling.. thinking if i'm like them, how nice would it be.. i also started downloading their clips like their concert clips or activities that they attend. suddenly have this feeling of becomin ming xin, go on tv, promote my album, get to sing songs for my audience, get to go on performance and have my own concert.. hahaha.. impossible one.. (so is it noeing tat its impossible that makes me so sad?).. i keep questioning myself is it becos of this i'm depress and sad.. but i can't give myself an ans. u guyz may find i'm very weird rite.. becos of this i get so sad? i also find it weird.. this is not me lei.. haiz..... i'm thinking too much le.. i'm really a weirdo.. i just hate myself now...........................